The rules:
Choose a singer/band/group.
Answer using ONLY titles of songs by that singer/band/group.

My choice :

Aerosmith

1. Male or Female?
Dude looks like a lady

2. Describe yourself!
luv lies

3. What do people feel when they’re around you?
crazy

4. How would you describe your previous relationship?
what it takes

5. Describe Your Current Relationship!
the grind

6. Where Would You Want To Be Now?
permanent vacation

7. How Do You Feel About Love?
young lust

8. What’s your life like?
sweet emotion

9. What saddens you?
angel

10. What would you ask for if you had only one wish?
livin' on the edge

11. Say something wise!
shame, shame, shame

12. What would you say to your friends here?
sunshine

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THREE NAMES THAT FRIENDS CALL YOU:
1. Disa
2. Disang
3. Diso

THREE MOST IMPORTANT DATES IN YOUR LIFE:
1. May 29
2. December 3
3. June 13

THREE THINGS YOU’VE DONE IN THE LAST 30 MINUTES:
1. iTunes
2. Twitter
3. Tumblr

THREE WAYS TO BE HAPPY WHILE JUST STAYING AT HOME:
1. Internet
2. Food
3. Cigarettes

THREE PERSONS YOU MISS :
1. Ruri
2. Hilda
3. Keiko

THREE GIFTS YOU WOULD LIKE TO RECEIVE:
1. a pack of cigarettes
2. MONEY $$
3. A new lense 50 mm

THREE OF YOUR FAVOURITE HOBBIES:
1. Photography
2. surfing on internet
3. does love count?

THREE PLACES YOU WANT TO GO FOR VACATION:
1. Bali
2. Singapore
3. Los Angeles

THREE FAVORITE DRINKS:
1. Coca Cola
2. Quickly Kiwi Tea
3. Nutrisari hahahahaa

THREE THINGS FOUND IN YOUR BAG:
1. wallet
2. Ipod
3. Lighter

THREE FAVORITE COLORS:
1. Black
2. Green
3. Yellow

TOP THREE HANGOUTS:
1. My room
2. Starbucks
3. Sushi Tei

TOP THREE U LOVE SO MUCH:
1. Ruri <3 style="font-weight: bold;">family doesn't count.

TOP THREE “THINGS” SPECIAL TO YOU:
1. Ruri
2. and his hugs
3. and his kisses

TOP THREE “THINGS” YOU WOULD SAVE IN CASE OF A FIRE(apart from family):
1. My camera
2. My laptop
3. My ipod

TOP THREE GAMES:
1. The Sims 3
2. Counter Strike!!!!!!
3. -

TOP THREE THINGS YOU HATE:
1. waiting
2. everything attacks me at the same time
3. doesnt have money :(

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bold them.

I have more than 4 piercings.
I take showers in the morning.
I love bubble baths.
I have never watched “American Idol”.
Highschool sucks.
I have a website other than a tumblr
I’ve seen an episode of “The O.C.”.
Family Guy is awesome.
WTF is Family Guy?
I love rock music.
I hate country music.
I live in Florida.
I have more guy friends than girl friends.
I like to draw.
PDA disgusts me.
I don’t really care if any couples are showing PDA.
I live in the past way too much.
I’m currently sad.
Winter is my favorite season.
I know at least one word in Spanish.
I know at least one word in French.
I love random surveys.
No one can tell me who I can and cannot love.
My parents are in my personal life too much.
I have an older sister.
My longest relationship lasted longer than one year.
I can sing well.
I love hugs.
I don’t like candy.
I’m allergic to chocolate.
I own a pair of Converse.
I have an iPod.
I have more than 30 CDs.
My dog is my best friend.
I have a stuffed unicorn.
I laugh at my own jokes.
I love laughing uncontrollably.
I’ve laughed so hard before, I was on the floor.
I’ve lost touch with most of my friends from elementary school that moved away.
I love cereal.
I have a penpal.
I have music playing constantly.
I love mangas.
I own a piece of the opposite sex’s clothing.
Life was so much simpler when boys thought girls had cooties.
I believe in miracles.
I know how to speak a language (fluently) that most people wouldn’t understand.
I get headaches a lot.
I have a headache right now.
I can’t leave the house without my cell phone.
I can’t leave the house without my iPod.
I’m addicted to chocolate.
I’m addicted to coffee.
I can check my e-mail on my school’s computers.
Within the last year, a person has changed my life.
My room is too messy.
I like to write.
I’m good at basketball.
I’m good at almost every sport.
I’ve been cheated on.
I have cut my hair and regretted it.
I have dyed my hair and regretted it.
I have said something to a friend and regretted it.
I have said something to a stranger and regretted it.
I sleep too much.
I eat too much.
I eat too LITTLE.
I don’t shower often enough.
I do things to piss people off on purpose.
I don’t like something about myself.
I don’t like something about a friend.
I am mean.
I’m shy.
I’m a pushover.
I’m too fat.
I’m too thin.
I think I’m ugly.
I don’t take compliments well.
I’m boring.
My friends are boring.
I’m conceited.
I have “slept” with more than one person.
I have never “slept” with anyone.
I love to cook.
I hate cleaning.
I want to change something about my personality.
I want a tattoo.
I want to get something pierced.
I think people with tattoos are gross.
I think piercings are disgusting.
I dye my hair.
I have a “secret crush” on someone who’s taken.
I don’t like animals.
I play Pokemon.
I’m afraid of the dark.
I don’t like being home alone.
I don’t wash my hands after going to the bathroom.
I steal from my friends.
I have taken half-naked pictures of myself.
I still like Disney movies.
I say things to fit in with certain people.
I pretend to like something because my friend likes it.
I help strangers if they drop something.
I’ve got self esteem issues.
I’m upset about something.
I’m happy for someone.
I’m jealous of someone.
I hate myself.

finally changed my phone to bb but my parents don't wanna to active the internet.

and yeap, i miss someone out there.
someone i just wish, for now, will run to me and hug me cause i'm crying.
i miss you.
that's it.

mungkin udah banyak yang tau kalo gue gak ngerasa seneng tinggal di keluarga ini.
dan pasti ada alesan kenapa. mungkin itu alesan kecil, tapi enak apa dimarahin setiap hari disaat lo abis belajar dan lo dibilang "ah boong pasti kamu tadi gak belajar kan?" padahal lo serius belajar, padahal lo ngelakuin itu cuma buat mereka seneng, yang sebenernya ujung-ujungnya bikin mereka gak seneng.

malu kan kalo orang tua gue punya anak gak pinter.
kan ntar dianggep "failed" sama orang-orang.

gue iri sama temen-temen gue yang keluarganya fine, yang ngertiin mereka, yang bebasin mereka, yang ngasih kepercayaan ke mereka, yang ngedorong mereka untuk mereka maju, yang ngehargain setiap hal kecil yang mereka lakuin, untuk ngehargain apapun hal kecil yang mereka lakuin.

kenapa orang tua gue gak gitu? gue tau kok mereka gak perfect, dan gak akan pernah. tapi kenapa mereka gak bisa hargain gue sedangkan mereka maksa gue untuk ngelakuin ini.
gue udah capek dapet tekanan batin dibentak, diteriakin, disalahin, dipojokin. gue udah gede dan harus gue akuin gue juga salah tapi please lo harus liat diposisi gue! gue selalu mencoba respect perasaan lo dengan cara gak ngelawan atau gak ngebahas tentang ini tapi gue gak kuat. udah berapa kali gue nangis karena hal ini, udah berapa kali gue main piso karena hal ini (hell yeah i'm an emo kid)

setiap ada 1 hal yang ngecewain gue, gue selalu lari ke rokok rokok rokok dan piso.
gue tau kok orang tua gue pasti sakit hati kalo baca blog gue ini dan tau gue ngerokok berapa banyak minggu lalu dirumah mereka malem-malem udah kayak pocong terjun ke saturnus transit dulu di russia.

sedih kan kalo orang tua gue tau berapa kali gue mau bunuh diri karena mereka. if you think my family is almost this close to this perfection, no we're not. keluarga gue cuma perfect diluar, dan mungkin kalo gue ada they would be so perfect without me. yeah they would. but they have me, they won't erase me, and i'll be the only one who makes the biggest sin.

i have enough living in the same roof with you.
i have fed up talking to you and you easily made me down.
i have enough yelled back at you and you yelled back at me.
i have enough you make me cry every single fucking day like i ain't exist.
i have enough talking to you like you underestimate me everytime you see me.
i have enough crying every night wondering what's wrong, what's my mistake and why did you offend me so easily.
i have tried to run away from home just because i fed up we had argue.
i have tried killed my self because of you.

and i try so hard, to make you happy, but i guess i always fail.

HELLO EVERYONEEEEE.
how are things? x
well just wanna say happy aids day, use condom! but better off, no sex at all haha.

okay this post is gonna be long, just wanna share my happiness. still---- words can't describe. eaeaeaea.

well 2 days ago me and this guy celebrated our 6 months anniv. yeap, we've been together for 6 months and still going strong.

the worst part of our previous anniversaries was we never could meet. the greatest part of the last one was we MET :)

and the greatest of the greatest one news is, he met my entire BIG family! hahahahaha.

i couldn't calm down, he calmed down. i couldn't. i couldn't help it. should i be happy or nervous? haha. people on twitter yelled at us, telling maybe we're going to marry for the next step. wtf we're still 16.

and haven't seen this guy for a month, then he became thinner. i became fatter. i still do :'''(

and my family members asked stupid questions to him, hihi sorry darlub! love you!

but as long as i know is i'm happy my family knows him. at least i can go with him more often.

and sorry for lack of updates, my internet connection has been so fucked up and dad doesn't wanna do anything about it.

anyway, me and vinny have a thing about bikinis!!!!! i swear i'm gonna wear it once i go to bali, but if i have enough confident. i guess i'm not going to do that since my tummy and arms are.... you know.

things have been changed lately. i've been feeling so fucked up of living in this house, can't wait any longer to move out for college (i'm not ready (yet) tou). i had a plan to run away to someone's house, i even don't tell anyone who she is (of course she's a girl...). and yeap i even asked to her to pay for my taxi bills if i go to her house, i even asked should i take a bus or use taxi.

but it was all canceled. blame my laziness. HAHA.

but sure, once i get fed up and my bitch temper is on i will go to her house. who is she? she's a bitch. actually, she doesn't live in bekasi, she lives in jakarta sonoan dikit don't ask who is she.


hm. what else?

new moon.

taylor laurent's body made me say "BEK BEK BEK ASTAGFIRULLAHALADZIM" hhh melted not to the core. bella swan still a bitch, yeah she's stephenie meyer's imagination. who cares? no one? hands down? yeap.


hm.. been wanting to go to bali so yeap, i'm going to bali after new year. new year in bali, stuck at its traffic and all and thats, sucks to the core. i'd rather sleep at rirry's house with the other girls. oui oui.